Feeling Great!

Wow! I still have access in my blog! Waaah. It's been a long time since my last log in 'cos the last time i checked I had encountered a problem where I can't anymore logged in and google was like asking to create a new blog.  I was like disappointed and felt frustrated since I've been with this blog for about 8 years now and I treated this blog as my Diary! So, it really means a lot to me. Moreover, it also helped me earn money when I was still active in blogging! ;)


Atleast, I feel at ease right now! Thanks Lord!
I just tried to access this blog tonight and I had a perfect idea.

The Awaited Escapade

Second week of July, I went home in our province in Tandag. One of the reasons was to be with my family and relatives on my grandfather's 1st death anniversary. Secondly, to realize our plan of going to Surigao del sur's tourists spots particularly the Enchanted River in Hinatuan and the Britannia Islets in San Agustin with the three of us ( mother, brother and me).  Fortunately, I was able to accomplish my purpose.  I was with my family and relatives on my father side during the day of the 1st anniversary of Tatay ( My father's father). We had dinner together at my grand parent's house.

It was also awesome because my mom gave me a birthday treat as her birthday gift to me.  Wow! I indeed visited the amazing river of Enchanted River and the awesome Islets of Britannia.  I was finally there and witnessed its true beauty. Such an overwhelming feeling having a mother who's very supportive and loving! Thanks Mom! :) Thanks for the birthday treat...

I enjoyed a lot! :)

An Awakening

Last night, I and my beau turned our conversation into a serious talk.  A conversation where we've got confrontations. Confrontations on the issues that caused our unending fights such as our differences, beliefs and perspective. 

I bursted into tears upon unloading to him the things I realized and coping up to learn how it is to show and to express "LOVE" to the people around me and to my love ones.  It was quite a long serious talk. I still felt wanting to have more yet we had to cut the conversation because it was already late.  It's like at the moment I've gathered some of my strengths and guts to unload the deepest issues I have which I've been taken for granted for so long to hide my true emotions. In fact, I'm a secretive type of a person that is why... :) I'm very reserved! Sometimes, I only share stories with selected and close friends of mine.  

Well, with last night, I came up with realizations, was able to answer one of my questions. Indeed, I came up to understand and able to know the purpose of the people around me and those encounters that I've had with them.  It's like there was a film rewinder of scenarios. hehe

Somehow, It made me explode a little and I'm happy and feel a bit contented being awakened.  Looking forward to be more mature and be able to comprehend more on what is happening. ;)

Exhausted Week

Indeed an exhausted and tiring week.  After we vacated to our new boarding house last weekend, here's another delimma came.  I didn't have enough sleep for the whole week. During the night, I slept very late due to other concerns in arranging our things in the room and my beau got high fever and got admitted at the hospital for suspected Dengue case.  Oh God, thinkin' about my beau's situation at the moment, i feel weaken due to the trials and obstacles he's been encountering right now.  I just pray that he's able to cope with everything even me, us.  In fact, I'm also trying and giving my best to help him.  I also thank my mother for her all out support and for understanding. I really love my mother for being so understanding.  Im so lucky having her as my mother.

Hope my beau can get over all of these.  :(

My 24th Birthday

Three days ago was my 24th Natal Day, that was July 14, 2012.  I have few pictures to share with you... :)

Actually, I celebrated my birthday with my officemates ahead ( the day before 14th of July) since 14th fell on the saturday which we don't have work.  OMG! I was a bit surprised with the birthday cake and especially the pretty bouquet! Thanks to them for being so thoughtful and nice to me especially my superiors.  I was really touched and I least expected the flower bouquet! With this, it made my day very special and made me feel overwhelm! Thanks a lot... hehe

Take a peek on some of the photos with my officemates ;)

I almost lost my diary

At last, I finally accessed my blog! OMG. I thought it was already lost and I no longer access this precious blog which, at the same time a Diary for me. :)  Lucky me!

Well, it's been a long time since the last post i made. My apology for my busy and hectic work schedule, hopefully I could make sometime to post updated stories.  I miss posting to burst out some stories or some of my heartaches and happy moments.

Looking forward... :)

Happy New Year, 2012!

Happy happy New Year to all!! Welcome 2012!

May this year bring all the people with more blessings, success, good health and protection...

God bless us all always.

Happy First Anniversary

Today, December 30, 2011 is our 1st Anniversary as a Lover. Wow! At last, we have reached this far and stayed our deep love with each other. Actually, at this moment we fail to celebrate 'coz we traveled together in our province to spend the new year with our respective Family. :D Atleast, we still together during this moment. And, we planned to schedule our celebration or a date when we both back in Davao. Hopefully, we can make it that special though it's late already! Hehe.

Well in our 1st year of being together, I can say that we have almost experience all of our differences since we always go together almost everyday and even night.hihi. We have a lot of misunderstandings yet, I salute him for being so responsible and mature enough. I admit that I have also a lot of shortcomings and I'm very complacent. I'm aware of my negative attitude. Yet, I'm having hard times controlling it. uhmp! Maybe it's due to my immaturity though. I just pray that he will stay the same and keep on understanding me. Praying for more patience for him. hmp. And, for me also to grow up and be mature in handling a relationship. Well, I'm looking forward and hopefully I can make it or we can make it with God's guidance. Honestly, my beau is a responsible man and I'm lucky enough having him. :D

I love him and he loves me so much too! hihi. Hoping to stay longer and stronger in whatever challenges and struggles we may encounter as we go along! Hoping also that God continues to guide us in the right direction. Thank you Lord! :D

Happy 1st Anniversary and I will always here for you and will love you Yabs! mwaaah!

Taken @ the bus on our way to our province.

A dream came TRUE!

Indeed! I've got this long awaited opportunity now. I feel so overwhelm and very thankful for this blessing. Well, at first it was a failure and I've got disappointed. I almost lose my hope and believed that this particular dream will only be a dream forever! In fact, I posted it in my previous posts. Yet this time, it came into reality! Hopefully it will Lord... :D

Now, I can definitely say that there is really a time for everything. We should always keep going whatever happens. Yeah, it feels so disappointing and frustrating when you fail in your dreams however, it's part of it so we can appreciate more the achievement or success we get after all.

Thank you so much for those people who helped me most especially to our Almighty! thanks Lord!

Long Holiday

I got home last night, thanks God for the safe trip! There were plenty of passengers at the bus terminal 'coz of this long weekend. It's a great chance for those who are living far from their love ones or family like me. ;) No matter how tiring it is just to be with your family, everything would be fine when you're already with them. Of course! This is how I feel indeed. It's really a home sweet home! I miss staying longer with my mother and I miss everything especially that I'm a home buddy! hmmm.

Right now, I'm at home. I'm on my lappy, checking mails, net surfing, downloading bookworm and obviously posting an update on my blog post. As well as, I just got back from the beach since it was my lola's post birthday celebration.

I love this long holiday! wishing more of it sooonnn. haha. :D

My Natal day 7.14

Today is my birthday! Happy Birthday to me... :D hehe.

Well, thinking about this special day I remembered a certain person whom I was with during this day a year ago. I remembered how he cared for me and made that day that special the reason why it carves in my memory. 'Coz during that time I thought he's the end and thought that I could no longer find someone sweeter than him. It's been a year now since that moment and our moments together! Somehow, despite of everthing I became happy, we became happy with each other.

I am so thankful for what I have right now, for the people around me who love and care for me. Thank you Lord for the abundance of blessings and for forgiveness. Hope that everything would always be in place and for whatever challenge, struggles I would have may God gives me strength, wisdom and faith to fight and to standstill! :) Thank you so much!

I wish to have more years and to be blessed in every aspect of my life!

The Cebu & Bohol Escapade

This trip is a birthday present for me from my Beau. Hehe. In fairness, we truly enjoyed it together! The experiences we have are worth remembering. It was my first time to visit Cebu and Bohol. I love the experience! :D We had so much fun & amusement. We only spent our escapade weekend only yet we enjoyed it though! It would be more great & fun if we have longer time but we have to go back 'coz of work. hmp! hehe. We departed Davao @ 5pm Friday and 5am Monday back to Davao. We were in Cebu the whole Saturday and by Sunday we had our Day Tour in Bohol as our itinerary. :) We gone back Cebu by 6:30 pm then attended Mass @ Basilica del Santo Niño.

Wow! a great and wonderful Trip and Experience in deed! :D Thanks a lot.

Here's some of our shoot...

In Bohol...

In Cebu...

The Father's Day

I have seen on tv particularly in HYY where actor John Estrada and his children exchanging sweet & special messages to each other. So touching to hear from them. With that, I got to relate their family situation and thought about my father then for this special day. That certain episode caught me and my conscience.

Honestly, Father's day for me is just an ordinary day and nothing special though. Well of course, I knew that Fathers are really important into our lives 'coz without them we wouldn't be existing in this rocky world. But, i feel this way 'coz our situation is abnormal. How nice it is to observe from others celebrating this special moment with their Father. Actually, there were times when I thought about how it would be like for me if I have a Father who's really with us. Uhh-uh how I wish he should be that cool and responsible Dad! :D

I used to live with a single parent, who is only my Mom. I have older brother also. Yeah my Father is still existing actually. He has his other family and he's living with them. I have half brothers and sisters. I don't have communication with my Father but hear updates about him from my relatives on his side. My grandparents and relatives on my father side recognize us as a family as well. We're good also. We live in the same province and place yet, its as if we're so far from each other. In fact, I am closed to my half elder sister. We're good and we treated each other as really siblings. If I'm going to tell or share a story about how my family situation started, it would be so confusing and that chaotic. Even I myself still have unanswered questions and don't have enough guts yet to ask deeper from my Mother. Because, it's like she got pissed with my father and his immorality. That's how I noticed from my mother so maybe some other time when everything is in the right time. :D Well, it's not a big deal for me though, I've accepted our situation and I've never regretted much for the absence of our Father. We're used to it since birth. Eventually, my mom supported us all the way and acted as a Father as well for me and my brother.

Anyway, going back... during Father's day I supposed not to greet my Father actually (so bad). Yet I was disturbed with my conscience so I sent a message to greet him. Of course, I still have some respect to him as a Father and whatever happened & what is happening He is still my Father. Before the day ended, I texted my half sister to greet father for me. Better that my sister replied with father's number and said to me to text Father rather. So, I texted him to his number and never received a response even until now. Well, I wasn't expecting too much from him but just only a reply of saying, Thank you would be enough. That was my first text to him after quite a long time with no communication, he should have given me as his daughter a little importance for my effort and by remembering him. With that, I've never felt his presence as a Father then and I got disappointed. Even until now whenever I think about it, I still feel disappointed on him. However, I didn't put more emotion into it or add up my hatred towards him. Life must go on! hehe. We're happily living and contended with our lives without him.

Atleast, I've had the effort to reach out for him on that day. :)

A Wish Granted!

Congratulations to me!hehe. Well, I just purchased a brand new Digicam! Atlast I own a camera now. You know what? I've been craving for this specific gadget for quite a long time. Now, I feel fulfilled and happy about it! Cheers!hihi.

At first, I was very much excited and felt disturbed everytime the idea of purchasing and possessing a camera crosses into my mind. I just can't wait too long to possess it that's why I was really eager to find ways for it. In fact, it came to a point when I got disappointed with my eagerness. I was already in a shop expecting to purchase the camera. Unfortunately my credit card was insufficient for that amount so, I failed and got disappointed! I felt teary-eyed and wanted to burst into tears. I felt ashamed and a bit sweating. All of my emotions that time were so disgusting to me and I just hid it 'coz I'm with my Beau. We were together going to that shop. I don't want him to think that I'm that desperate and to feel pity on me. tsk! I texted my mom to call me up then only to found out that my credit limit is only 15k and the amount of that camera was 16k plus! Tsk. With that, I have a lesson learned. I should have check everything first before tossing into something. huhu. Yet, I still managed myself and tried to understand about what had happened.

On the next day, I still felt disturbed about the camera. I kept on looking on the net, on ebay until I found one with 38% discount on the item. Guess what?! I didn't hesitate on buying it without thinking any risk that I may encounter about online shopping. I was very eager and excited enough to purchase it. Luckily, everything was successful! There was a prompt and positive response on my order from the seller. I let paypal processed the payment charged to my credit card. After a day, the item was delivered to me with free shipment fee through Air21 courier. I like it! This is my first time to buy an item through online. Great!

By the way, the Digicam I possessed right now is cheaper and has a lower quality and functionality compared to the first one which I supposed to buy from the shop. But it's as well great and a nice camera. I feel satisfied now. I have decided to better go for the cheaper so that it wouldn't be harder for me to pay for it. I'll make it into an installment basis. hmm. My life starts here... I now have a debt to settle. hehe. hmp.

Anyway, I have with me my Digicam now a gadget that I've long for ever since. I can now take pictures of my own without anymore borrowing from my friends. I'm so thankful for this one of my wishes granted to me. Thanks Lord for the guidance and blessings! :D Hopefully I could have all of my wish list granted as well! wooooohooooo!hehe. How I wish that my other wish will be granted also, hopefully I'm that lucky for it. :) (demanding... hihi)

It's nice to be Nice

I feel so flattered today! It's a nice & very flattering feeling when somebody gives you something, without you expecting for it.

Just today, I received these little things that made me feel so overwhelmed and feel valued! It's a "pasalubong" given to me by one of our clients in the bank. Thanks to Sir Erny for the pasalubong he gave me from his out of town trip to some of the Asian countries with his friends. By the way, she's a woman with a man's body. hehe. Anyway, he personally handed me this morning a "bling-bling" (bracelet) and a key chain carved with the word VIETNAM and it has a design of a typical house which can be seen as a tourist's attraction. How nice of him. Infairness, I accommodate our clients nicely! I'm as well nice to him. Sir Enry and I are not really that close yet whenever he transacts in the bank we used to have a little small talk sometimes. He feels so comfortable with me. He sometimes shares something that pissed him or just anything. Well, he's a chatty person. I used to appreciate him with his accessories or "Bling-blings" maybe that's the reason why he feels so comfortable with me then. Well, I really mean it undoubtedly though. He is as well a "fashionsita", fond of "Bling-blings"! hehe.

And for that I just said "Thank you" to him with a grin face! :D Thanks a lot!

On d 5th Month

We're on our 5th Month yesterday, May 30, 2011! Congratulations! hehe. Well, I feel flattered and happy for reaching this far. I considered 5 months as far already huh. hihi. Of course, we are still adjusting with each other especially him and more comfortable now. Anyway, we're both happy and feel so in Loved each day. We used to spend time with each other like almost everyday. It's a must for us to keep in touch within a day and to know our whereabouts for the day.

Anyway, we simply celebrated our 5th by having dinner at TGIF in Abreeza. At first, I felt hesitated and not interested going to that place or restaurant for I didn't know or have an idea of what kind of restaurant it is. So pricey and well-known restaurants for most of the richy pipz! He again had an effort to make a reservation same with our previous Dates! hmm. I like him for that! hehe. Actually, what I have planned for dinner was in Bistro Rosario in Torres however, he have already fixed our date. Hmm. While riding on a taxi going to Abreeza, I interfered and we've decided to have "jack n' poy" on where to go, TGIF (Him) vs. BISTRO (me). Unfortunately I lost that's why we're at TGIF! ahmp. (still having no idea about TGIF) When we're on the place, first I find myself uncomfortable 'cause the ambiance is quite annoying for me. The tables were occupied and the waiters/crews were so busy. After how many minutes while observing & waiting for the food, I gradually appreciate the place especially when the bartender performed and one of the waiters did an exhibition of throwing 3 bottles upward in a cycle motion and catching them vigorously! Nice! I also found quite a number of foreigners in that restaurant. Until I've realized that we're in one of the great restaurants Worldwide! O-O OMG. I came to realize as well that it was a good choice that he won for I've had the chance to be in that kind of restaurant!hehe. He treated me as always! hehe. Luckily, TGIF ventured in Davao City. The menu's really expensive though! Well, it was a fine dinner and my mood cooled down to normal. hehe.

I'm so much thankful for my Beau for his patience and understanding! Despite of my unpleasant attitude sometimes such as my tantrums, my mood swing, he still manage himself to be with me, who'd truly keep on trying to adjust with me. I feel so lucky having him. He never faded since the beginning. Hoping that he won't and he would change for the better! :D

There's more... He gave me a bearhug pillow with the I LOVE YOU design and a white cute puppy head on it! hehe. Love it! As what he said on his letter, He wanted to give me this so that I still have him to hug whenever he's not around. Naks! And, he had never tried buying this stuff into a girl before. Waaoow! How sweet of him.. While me, I simply gave him a power balance bracelet and a greeting card! hehe.

Above all, I'd like to thank God for the blessings and for the good relationship we have. I will be praying for God's more blessings and guidance in our relationship and in our dreams/aspirations in life. May we also have a blessed future ahead. :D

Is it gonna be forever a Dream or a Reality?

My thoughts right now are on this certain opportunity which would make or break one of my greatest dreams (work). Well, I don't want to expect too much or to think about the good outcomes in advance 'coz I'm just afraid to be confronted again with another failure or disappointment on this matter. This truly affects my ego. It hurts too badly when my ego's hit. Hmmp. Well, I have to deal with it and I am making myself calm in whatever happens whether it's a good or a bad result. Yet, still hopeful to the good side and hoping that this awaited day would be a good start. Hoping as well that this would no longer be a Dream but a Reality anymore.hehe. How I really wish! Honestly, I've really longed for it, to be part of this particular Institution which rank top in the market and I feel like honor working with the company.

Anyway whatever would be the outcome is, I'd bear with it. If I get it or not, it would still be good. I have already conditioned myself and I offer it to God. I just pray for more strength and guidance in my career success. :D For God be the Glory!

Catastrophes as repayment

Tsk. It gets super alarming as the frequent calamities happening and hitting around the world. As it hit a certain place, it really left dreadful effects. So scarry... Just today, I've read the latest & major disaster, Tornado that hit USA particularly @ Joplin, Missourri. The deadliest tornado that happened in that state according to the people. Tsk, tsk, tsk. How terrible it was, I've seen a captured scene at Yahoo news. There was again a terrible damages on buildings, transportation, lives of thousands of people, etc. It's the same effect with what happened in Japan. The government and the rescue teams are doing hand in hand in rescuing the people especially those who are still missing. The place got so chaotic aftermath.

OMG! It's like, God is gradually starting to repay us all our sinful deeds. All we need & must do is to pray always and ask forgiveness for all the sins we have committed. Our faith is the most important now for God listens to us when we call His name. We should always seek God in all times. I am as well praying to God for His continuous protection and guidance. It's really very scary and maybe one of these days Philippines would be the next to be hit. Let's just be open minded for we never know... It's only God who knows everything that is why we should always have our faith and prayer.

The Escapade

Last weekend, April 15-18, 2011 I with my beau invaded Manila! After about 13 years since the last time I visited the place, I find it "wow" especially the center of Makati City! The high rise buildings and the nice views and landscapes made me appreciate its beauty. I feel happy seeing it again and the place. 'Am so much thankful to my Beau for this trip as his present for me. I'm as well thankful to God for the safe trip we had and for the blessings also from my very supportive Mother. For that short time of roaming around the city and the mall hoping we had have, we really enjoyed it. There was one scenario that made me giggle whenever I recall about it. It was the time when we're in a rush to get a ride going to the airport. I won't really forget how we acted especially him just to beat the time for our flight (Manila to Davao) yet we still failed to haste for it. Unluckily, we're advised to rebook for the next flight then and paid for it. Well, lesson learned! hehe. It was a great & unforgettable experience for us somehow! I truly appreciated his efforts and the concerns he has for me. So lucky having him! :D

The 3rd Month

Everything goes well and romantic between us, in our relationship as we reached this far! So far, We feel so happy and attached with each other. I never felt any regrets. On our third month, last March 30, 2011, we simply exchanged romantic greeting cards and had a dinner date @ Bistro. I even get more overwhelmed and surprised with his present when I opened it. I love it! hehe. I was so touched with his letter on how he organized his thoughts on the little things he observed from me. I felt just flattered 'coz somehow he appreciated my little efforts and those indirect expression of my love & care for him. He tried to view it nicely and romantically which flattered me the most!

Here's it...

Hoping and praying for more guidance and blessings from God as we keep going! ;D