Enterprise Bank - Buhangin Br

Enterprise Bank, Inc (EBI), Buhangin Branch is officially opened last November 30, 2010. We're so glad for the success of the Branch Inauguration. Thanks Lord for we made it with you! Here are few of the shots from my cellphone. :D

A moment with my current job

It's been awhile since the last time i visited my blog. Hmmm. I missed sharing or unloading different stories, emotions & experiences i had have the last weeks & days had passed. Somehow, I considered this blog as my diary and my best friend where I can share my deepest emotions thoughts and anything to help me lighten up my feelings. It's just that now, I can't easily visit and log-in to post something new here because I've been so busy with my work and I don't have an I-connection anymore at home. Before, I didn't worry much about the I-connection 'cause I have unlimited used of it.

Well to start with, I wanna share one story with my current job. I find it a funny stupid incident. hehe. I was like arguing with a client regarding a wrong bank statement he requested from me. Before I served this particular client, I was preoccupied with the other client who reported on that day that his cash deposit last last week has not been posted as he viewed his account balance. I wasn't able to post the deposit he made that time for my stupid mistake. I don't know how it happened where I gave the client the original copy instead of a duplicate copy, I was advised by the officers to Credit the amount to the client's account to reflect the deposit. So, i was supposed to do it when another client was on the counter waiting to be served for deposit. What i did is, I took the deposit slip& the cash from the client then the client requested a bank statement. I handed him the duplicate copy with the bank transaction statement printed at the back. Unconsciously, the bank statement i printed for him was from a different client's account, the one I supposed to settle. The client questioned me about his bank transactions 'coz he found it very different with his frown face and me, i kept explaining every deposit reflected on the statement. The funny thing was, I got irritated and trying to control my temper 'coz the client kept on asking me why it appeared like that. Only to find out, the account opened in the system wasn't his account, that I printed out a different bank statement. We're like having an argument on a a wrong bank statement which we both thought it's for him. Waaah. I was super ashmed and I felt like wanted to hide my face away from that client for that incident. And, my reaction was like I giggled silently at my stupid mistake & felt mad at myself. I was just so lucky because the client didn't explode his temper as well. Luckily, when i printed out the correct bank statement, he got silent and satisfied then. Hmp. OMG! I got super scared deep inside 'coz the moment he explodes, i'll be screwed if that would happen.

What a messy day, it was then.. hmp!

I don't wanna stop

I don't wanna stop my tears from falling...

I don't wanna stop the pain from hurtin' my heart...

I don't wanna stop my eyes from seeing the things that would remind me of the memories...

I don't wanna stop my ears from hearing songs that made me think of you...

I don't wanna stop the memories from flashing on my mind...

I don't wanna stop my mind from thinkin' of you...

I don't wanna stop myself from missing you...

I don't wanna stop my heart from loving you...

I don't wanna stop my heart from holding on to your promises...

...All I want is the OPPOSITE, to stop everything and to leave me free from pain.

Yet, it's not so easy to do so, thus time is the only answer for me to accept & to move on.

A result of a person suffering from pain and heart breaks, like me. hmp! :(

a wonderful birthday gift

Tomorrow is my special day, 14th day of July. I'm really not that excited for this day to come yet I'm so thankful for the advanced gift I've received. I can say that this would be the one of the most wonderful gift I've ever had. I'm also thankful to God for this blessing He showered upon me.

Well, last April 2010 I took the CSC exam, prof level. Just yesterday I searched on google the result. While accessing the site, i can feel that my heart beats so fast. I'm feeling "kabado".hehe. Besides, the site loads very slow which increases my tension. Luckily when I scrolled down the list alphabetically, I found my name! OMG. I can't believe yet. I checked first every detail like the type of exam, date, location, etc. for me to surely believe on what i found out. Well, no joke, it's really true! I feel so overwhelm knowing that I have passed this exam since there are a lot of people who long to pass the eligibility exam. The first person whom I shared this good news was my Mother. She's so happy as well and congratulated me for my effort and achievement. A great achievement for me.

Eventually, having passed this eligibility exam gave me the confidence & courage to continue with my goals and dreams. I'm looking forward to be able to fight the challenges I'm gonna encounter as I continue my journey. I really commend the saying "At the end of the tunnel there is always light". Indeed true! Whenever you encounter failures, hardships, etc just be patient and don't lose hope. Just continue on living and moving for the better. Apart from the obstacles I faced previously I become a strong person and mature individual especially in facing the battles of life. :)

miss it!

I miss blogging! ahmp. I have no longer enough time to do blogging and besides i have limited access on the internet now.huhu. I'm busy with my current work. I now used to go home late from office. Luckily tonight, I was able to go home early before 7 pm.

Hoping to post more updates... hehe.

at this moment

Next week is going to be a totally different world! Well, next week will start my training on my new employer. I'm feeling a bit excited yet i have this feeling also of sadness, mixed emotions though. I feel sad because I'm gonna miss my previous office mates, the fun and bonding we had. huhu. I can really say that I enjoyed being and working with them even for a quite short time. Actually, I'm really having hard times thinking or deciding on the opportunities that I am confronted with right now. Well, i have to choose whether to stay with my current job or to pursue with one of my dreams to work in a bank. Both of them are close to my heart so I need to discern. It really made me think so seriously and to consider some factors so that i can decide rightly. Until, i made my decision, a fixed decision.

I filed a resignation so I can start processing everything that I need to process. I was really hesitated to submit the resignation letter because I don't want them to think silly thoughts and also I don't wanna see their emotions of my leaving from work. When the superiors in the office knew about my resignation, one of them confessed something that touched me heartily. My boss told me some of the things during their conversation like their appreciation with my little contribution and their positive feelings towards me while working with them. Somehow, despite of my shortcomings they as well appreciated me. When my boss confessed about it to me by phone, my tears flew down suddenly and my throat got stocked up while trying to stop my tears. I was trying to clear my throat before i spoke so he won't notice me. Luckily, he didn't. Well, I'm just thankful for everything despite of everything. hehe. haay. I just can't express my deepest emotions into words.

Now, I always pray to God to guide me with my decision, to continue blessing me in everything I do especially in my career and family. And, of course I always ask for forgiveness :(. I just wish that everything would be smooth as I continue my journey and facing challenges and struggles of life.

May 1, 2010

May 1 is a Labor day. In this year, since it falls on Saturday the holiday was moved on Monday. So, employees particularly the Government Offices would really enjoy a long holiday! Hmmm. Anyway, in my personal matter this date marked a remarkable point in life. Why? hmm. Well, it's just that the DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE. This is how i can simply and accurately describe the incident which becomes remarkable for me. Haayy, it's quite regretful! I don't understand my feelings on that day due to mixed emotions. I wanted to cry yet it's like my mind tried to question me for doing so. My mind is like saying "It happened already, you can't blame anyone else anymore. So. move on and don't let it happen again". Haayy! How i really wish that i could have full control over it. Now i can recall when the times I said to others and to myself that it's impossible to happen to me though I'm not closing my thoughts that it wouldn't happen, it's possible to happen. Well, let me just keep it to myself for now about this burden or the cause of everything of what I'm saying here. I'm a type of person who's very secretive and silent because i just want privacy. My purpose of posting it here is just to unload this heavy feelings i have which I can't dare to open up to somebody else. I don't have the strength yet to share the whole story.

Like I've said, I'm having regrets with the incident happened because it was too unfair. One is not deserving. It would be special though if one deserves it. Well, I excused this moment for now but when it happened for many times, it would be crazy and stupid anymore! I might cursed the one involved and it would be hard for me to forgive myself.