Monday, January 31, 2011

Happy 1st Monthsary!

The date today is January 31, 2011 but the blog date here is a day delayed. Anyway, yesterday we had have our 1st monthsary as a Lover! Well, I'm so thankful that we're able to make it together which is a good start for our relationship. 'Am also thankful for him for he still manage to understand me and very willing to give his all, despite of my immaturity ! :D He is still there for me, showing everything which sometimes, I failed to appreciate it. I love what he's showing me it's just that I'm not that expressive or showy with my affection. 'Am working on it, though! I like him also 'coz he has the confidence, he showed me enough effort and very open.

What we had yesterday was first, we attended sunday mass late afternoon then we went to a special ,solemn place and surrounded by sea water. :D A restaurant named, Pirata Jetty inside Water Front Hotel & Casino. Great! It was my first time in the restaurant though I've once seen it from apart before. When we're already in the place, the waiter guided us to our table. He really had an effort to make a reservation for us early in the morning. Wow! How impressive!hehe. Our ordered foods tasted so good and yummy! We're both full and it was a fine night! Well, I can say that our first month celebration isn't that intimate since we are still intimidated in expressing our warm feelings to each other especially me! hehe. It's normal! Looking forward for the progress, hopefully! I can as well sense his gentleness and his respect to me. Afterwards, we went home and we enjoyed talking and reminiscing those moments when we first met and the "sparks" that we felt before, as it progresses at the present.

And one thing is that, I actually feel guilty. Guilty in the sense that I've came to realize that what he is showing is too much for me especially, when he gave me his advanced gift for our first monthsary. A plane tickets to manila and back to Davao. Wow! I felt so excited and i have this mixed emotions when I received & read it through email! It's one of the most special gifts and my first time! While me, Looking at me... I don't even have the effort to prepare something even just a little & simple thing for him. Tsk. I am so selfish! But, it doesn't mean that I am that ingrate I'am as well thinking about it deeply and hoping to give him the best that i can give as we go along with our relationship. Though he is not after of it yet, somehow i should have to. hmm.

Well, I simply feel happy and contented right now. I pray to God that He will guide and bless us especially our relationship. I want to focus with him now and wishing he's the One! hehe. It's like I'm afraid to lose him now! Is this really LOVE?? ahmm :D

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